say, do you know where you are?
no? well, i won't have to tell you. in time you'll find out, and you'll be fine.
why do you look at me that way? are you afraid of me? are you afraid of yourself? your surroundings? do you feel the light piercing through your body?
in time everything will be fine, in time you'll feel in place, you'll feel connected to your body and everybody around you.
have you ever been in love?
have you ever felt the warmth of love? of being held?
of course you havent, you're too different from everyone else, right? your head speaks to you in different voices and tones, doesnt it?
we wouldnt be here together if that werent the case.
do you want to leave?

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soon, you'll wake up within the same body that you began to rest in. the same bed that you went to sleep in, and i'll no longer be there.
what will you do when you get back to the real world? will you say a prayer?
will you show thankfulness to your family, will you give thanks to the trees, the grass, the animals?
will you promise to live life to the fullest, only for your mind to go missing once more? do you ever feel as if your brain shutters? do you ever feel like you're morphing into someone new every week? every day? hour? second?
hey, we look alike don't you think?
will you ever love? will you ever feel warmth in the pit of your heart, a warmth that feels as if it could swallow you up if it tried? do you feel like a black hole sometimes? i know i do.
do you ever lay on the side of the road and allow the snow to fall onto your face?
you're beautiful , do you know that?
i think that i love you, is that weird? that i love you? shit, we dont even know where we are, and i'm confessing that i love you. how does that make you feel? does it make you uneasy?
you already know that i'd never lie to you, right? you trust me, don't you? you'd never run from me, mostly because you can't. we're here, laying in the snow, in a layer between time and space, between the universe and nothing. do you feel calm? does it freak you out? does it feel just as always? tell me everything about you.
what are your favorite drugs? which ones take away any worry and anguish? have you tried prozac, or xanax?
you keep looking behind me, as if you see something. have you been off your meds? is that why you see me, why you see our surroundings?
theres snow all over your face & you're cold, why aren't you reaching out for me? would you rather freeze than have any sort of intimacy?
do not be afraid of me.

please don't worry i could keep you safe.