calicoes (excerpt) march 22
Callum, Callum, Callum.
it's all I ever seem to hear anymore. Of course, I should be happy for her, but something deep inside rejects that. Something deep inside spins me into turmoil whenever she mentions his name. First, I feel nothing, second, sadness, third, anger. I probably just miss the simpler times free of boys and dating. Maybe i'm too nostalgic.
My thoughts were interrupted with a proud "Yes!" She turnt the mirror toward me, "You look so beautiful, Cali! Lets do this style for Friday night!" She exclaimed. I examined my hair in the mirror, it was in a simple, yet somehow complex half-up half-down, my bangs with a slight curl.
I smiled and turned around to face her. "Thank you Maeve, I love it.." I replied, pulling her into a hug. I needed this moment to last forever, I don't want to leave these types of moments, the times where we're clinging onto eachother, I just need it.
"Of course, Cali, i'd do anything for you." I'd do anything for her too, but she'll never know.
she'll never know.
calicoes (excerpt 2) march 23
He pulled back. "You don't feel the same way." Tears pricked at my eyes. God, what is wrong with me. They began to fall, they fell faster than they'd ever fallen before. My soul was screaming at me, I felt as if I were being consumed by this red-black void. I felt as if the world had opened up and swallowed me; as if I were an angel being ripped through a hole in time. "Why are you crying?" I heard him ask. I could only shake my head through the sobs and the chokes. "I see how you look at her," he began. "What?" I tried to respond. "You're always looking at her. Always with a look of love in your eyes, but it's not the love you look at a friend with, is it? You love her, right?" He asked. Before I could answer he read me like a book. "You look at her, that guy comes up, you frown, you walk away. I see it all." He pulled me into a hug in a last ditch attempt to comfort me. By this time it was 10PM I don't know what was going on in my brain, but I guess I needed to feel something, so I kissed him.

clover's writings.. and other antics

hi there, my name is clover!

i'm a writer who loves to write romance & angsty stories. i like writing because it allows me to explore my emotions in a way that makes me feel safe and happy. so nice to meet you! i presume you met ben? if not, you can check out his page @ 1sleep23.neocities.org (aka where this page is hosted!)i'm a bunny girl who loves everything about nature, say, if you ever get to speak to me, we should talk about the outdoors...
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